very cynical

I'm in the most cynical mood right now. It's clearly one of those days where I just want to sit in my room and procrastinate. But...no. I wasn't able to sit down and waste time, I had to be a good girl and do what a good girl/niece is supposed to do. I've been having bad thoughts and malicious words running through my head the whole day and I DON'T know when it's going to stop.
STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP! Argh.
I'm such a hypocrite.
Last post: no more emo stuff.
This post: fuck you last post. I'm going to rant all I want.
Retail therapy Doesn't work on me. 3 new tops = 3 new combination of bad words.
!@#@$ $%^# #$@^