What I call awesome

Movie : Juno
Music : Robyn

V day huh

Another year, another day, another overrated celebration. A day of Looove. Everydaaay is a day of love if you want to it to be. If someone is gonna only show you love on this day, then that someone is an idoit. Cards, flowers and chocolates would be stuffed in a box, die and be eaten.

*I took a moment to read the history of V day and wanted to write about what it used to be but then I got really lazy*

Sooo, Why celebrate V day? Well I know alot of people do becausee they might have a reason to. To show an extension of their love I suppose. You might think I'm bitter because for me, it's another year another nonexistant valentine. I've only had it once 7 years ago. That's like an infant going on a date. I still remember that day...major awkwardness. I can also remember only another thing from that date..the food. Well it doesn't mean anything to me anyways. It just another bloody day.

I'm a hypocrite. I just wished Y.Yeo and now she's mad at me for reminding her what day it is.

This post is totally unneccessary. There no body and no conclusion. Well not like I ever have a point to make anyways. I'm better off sticking to random bullshit.

Happy BullShit day!

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Casulo

So fucking cool!
A room in a box.

I think about blogging too much.Shit

Unlike the bruising of peaches

Who knew picking fruits would be fairly enjoying?

Was at uncle's garden helping him pick fruits and throw the ones that were eaten by birds. I reckon I can live in a farm..and grow my own shit. Okay maybe not, very far fetched but I did pick THIS much.

I love peaches. Look at the fuzziness.

I might not bruise like one but I sure get burnt/tanner than tan really fast..

Sylvie, the soon to be put to sleep dog...

Bad babysitting and professional anti socialist

Beware: Toddler might trip and knock its head on the edge of the wall on my watch. Don't sue me.

It happened 5 hours ago and I still feel like it's totally my fault. You don't know how guilty I feel right now. I hope little it is alright. Cross my fingers and hope he's fineeeeee. (Curled up in a fetal position saying I'm sorry over and over again). Gargh...I'm going to make sure I keep my eyes and follow the little it everywhere whenever I have to take care of him from now on.

I suck at baby sitting and I suck at socializing, I'm a professional anti socialist.

Fact: I am so totally shit at mingling with people I don't know.

How do I manage to live in this world? I guess that's my defination of being a loner. Shit at mingling with other people. Thank God I had my dearest mommy there and lots of food to keep me company. Yummy food. I probably only ate as much as an aneroxic does I think...Red Profusing Time of the month suuuccckks as well.

Boy, am I in a shit mood right now.

Traumatizing day it has been. Traumatizing...

Earth Hour

I suggest anyone who reads this...haha, 'ANYONE', to sign up for Earth Hour if you haven't already done it. - link below somewhere.

Turn off all your appliances for an hour on the 29th of March, 8-9pm. As you all know, the world is becoming a one big mess and as an individual you can do something about it. Yes, it does take the whole world to contribute to help our precious home but we have to start somewhere, one person at a time. So if you want to help out, which you should, just start by doing this. It's not hard. It's just an hour of your life without electricity. There will be light. The MoonLight. Take this opportunity to actually appreciate it.

If you are one those that don't like to conform well, this is not the time to be all prima donna about it alrighty.
DO IT!

For more information and facts, visit.

Lost for words..Literally

So I went for an "interview" at the Melbourne Aquarium today. Boy, was I a nervous wreck. It probably wasn't considered as an interview but I ...Me...yes I acted like a dummy, I think. When I got an email telling me that I should come in for an interview I freaked out as it would be my first interview. An interview where the interviewer would be asking me all sorts of common questions like " Tell me about yourself?" " What are you interested in?" " Why do you want to work here?" and all that horrendous stuff.

But to my relief and also disbelief, he talked about what normally goes on in the aquarium on a daily basis, explained what they do and what a work placement person would experience. I guess I started of on the wrong side for not bringing along insurance policies by the univeristy, and was not prepared to ask questions. So me..so so dumb ass me. ha..hahaaaa..nervous laughter. I feel embarrassed about it. I really do. I just wish I could turn back time and say I'M SORRY I chocked, I'm not that bad really..I'm quite likeable!!!!
haha.. no point wishing that noow.

So now, I have to wait for the university's approval for this work placement negotiation. PUHLEASE give me this opportunity..cos I already told him that the uni will approve and cover my work placement insurance. ( well, thats what is stated in the career and employment site...)

Pure embarrassment..

and speaking of, I just received my proof of age card. Oh my gawd. Fugly as...according to the picture on the card, I'm not chinese. I'm something else inhuman.
A black fish maybe...I'd definitely fit in the creepy crawlies section in the aquarium.

BOO.

21 days

So research has found that it takes at least 21 days to form a new habit or to break an old. New things have to be done at least 21 times before it stamps itself into your daily routine, or so they say. I guess it's the whole process of manipulating your mind and your nervous system to embedd those skills that are to be acquired either permanently or temporary. At the end of the day, you choose which way you'd prefer to go.

21 days..doesn't seem that long of a time..or is it?
I've decided that I would attempt this new found fact of mine. What can I do and form in 21 days?

- take the complaint free world challenge, after I receive the bracelet. Trying not to complain for 21 days, now that is hard. If you find yourself complaining, you have to start the process all over again. It can take up to 6 months to actually go complaint free for 21 days straight. A big challenge indeed. But the end should be rewarding. I'm all about positive thinking now. The more positive you are, the happier you will be.

- (This...this next one, we'll see what happens) Trying doing a simpleee exercise for 21 days straight. It's just temporary right? haha...no kid.

-(This is for when I move back into college) No eating desserts for 21 days. No icecream with fruits or cake. No pavlova. No jelly. No desserts. After 21 days...maybe I'd reward myself with a small bowl of icecream+banana+chocolate. lol. We'll see.

- Focus on what I have and not on what I don't. I've been trying to do this for the longest time and it's not easy. And to think that this challenge is only within my own thoughts. Trying to exercise and not having something you usually have or trying to quit complaining and gossiping is going to be way harder.

Ah speaking of gossiping.

- Stop reading celebrity gossip blogs. Like really, stop. It's such a waste of time. Useless informations.

These should be it for now. Lots of planning to do and definitely need to purchase a nice huge calender.

Change '08. Pre-attempts.

Pavement

is where my icecream in a waffle cone was 3 minutes after purchase.

damnfuckingit. It was a really hot day..

Humming

A shadow trying to pinch the daylight out of you. It hurt but worth the try.

Brand New

Ah, new month.
More use less time to learn about greenifying.
NERD.