The land of pretty flowers, side way views and killer birds







A 24 hour trip to Geelong. Who knew the regionals are bloody amazing.

Infatuation factory.

My ability to 'manufacture' these feelings are unbelievable. It's so hard to comprehend why I like to make myself so vulnerable. He's just a guy, who I hardly see let alone talk to. It's so unhealthy. It's so exhilarating. It's so very normal.

Mr. Men and Little Miss.

One way to tell whether a person is in love is to look at their faces when a gift for a certain someone is being opened and scrutinized. A mixture of nervousness, anxiety and excitement shown by their facial expressions. That awkward smile that makes the muscles twitch. Such a priceless moment.


Girls handle these situations better. Girls are more composed and confident. Guys on the other hand are terrible, terrible in hiding these feelings. I don't know if it breaks my heart to see a guy so smitten over their loved half or discretely crack up inside to see such emotions oozing from a bloke. Either way, I think it's really sweet. It's been a 100 years since I experienced it myself. I guess it's worth the wait.

Fizzy + Chewy!

Walked back from class yesterday to find 8 fizzers taped on my door. It's guardian angel week; the flowers were for my mortal. So anyways, this candy was unknown to me. I've never seen it nor heard of it. It's pink, I don't really pay attention to such colours. haha.



Who would have thought that a candy can be chewy and fizzy at the same time! Chewy candy that fizzles and dissolves in your mouth. Gosh, amazing.
I've had a whole strip and drank some water after.

Don't feel so good anymore.

Orange cabbage stir fry

Bought some flowers for a friend today. As I was unwrapping to rearrange the flowers to my liking, I was horrified to see 7 flowers in a whole bunch of vege like leaves. I was rather disappointed.

After I was done with all the cutting and pealing and rearranging, my room smelled like a minty vege garden. Smells funky.

Baby Bill

A couple of weeks ago, my cousin's wife gave birth to their first child. Introducing William Tang (will fill in chinese name here soon)!!

Here's a picture of our new member.



He has more hair than I did when I was born.

Sweating cheese

My one day old out of the fridge very hard sweaty oily cheese.

the pain in you or me?

Nothing links.

I keep on making the same mistakes time and time again.
I hate it when I let my will power slip away when I'm drinking. All the damage it has cost and stirred up. My behaviour and thoughts these past few weeks has been somewhat unexpected from me.

I read my older posts the other day and I realise how idiotic of a person I can be sometimes when caught up in a situation. My apologies. I might have over exaggerated my feelings towards some things which were unnecesary.

I guess everyone goes through this phase, the whole having to accept the fact that you're going to face reality soon, having all these weird depression phases, guilt, needy, lonely, thinking that karma hates you phases. All bundled up in one go while trying to have fun at the same time. It's bloody exhausting. I'm exhausted. I just want my mind to be in a state of serenity.

I suppose this is being selfish, while there are others out there with much more issues and problems in their lives. Compared to them, my current discontent with life is just a cherry top on a humoungous multi layered sundae.

depressed much?

Have a look, just take a look.

Love finds you, you don't find love.