Ever ever idiot

Ever had that feeling where you felt this urge to do something unnecessary against your will, something that you don't ever do, or catch yourself doing, just to speak to someone?

Ever overcome those feelings by pulling yourself off the chair and do something about it?

Ever had that conversation with yourself saying, 'You can do this, you can do this!', all the way to that destination of unwillingness?

Ever reached to that destination and realised that there is no one there to greet you despite the fact that you know that someone Might be there? So you linger for a while and say hello again, but all you get is the feedback of your own echo?

and ever felt like an idiot right after while walking back to your chair?

Ever had that need to go under your sheets, face stuffed into your pillow and scream?

yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes and yes.

Idiot.

Salut.