Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Of mind so screwed up

I had 4 weeks and within that a 10 day break from uni to do this assignment. Why I chose to utilize the last week to do it before it's due? I don't know. I've concluded that something is wrong with me. What I'm going to write is probably beyond procrastination.

After much research on my topic, I told myself that I should start writing my 2500 word review paper yesterday. So, I did. I started at 8.30 pm and stopped at 1 am. Within that amount of time, I only managed to write 400 words. Only Four Hundred fucking words. I have NO idea what's wrong with me. And it didn't end there...it happened again today. 2-5 pm, 100 words. Within that period of time I managed to do more unnecessary stuff, like doing my laundry and hanging it up after it was done, download some music and stopped doing work just to listen to it, logged onto msn more like 5 times and logging out.

I know the more I procrastinate, the more I will freak out before the due date. I realise that I have lack of information to write up my paper and that I think I'm focusing on the wrong parts of the topic. Oh My Gawd. What am I supposed to do?!

I'm starting to think that I have some sort of adult attention disorder. No idea what it's suppose to be called and cannot be phucked to find out about it. My concentration is zEro right now.

What do I do...What should I do! .....
2000 words to go..

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