I'm a math genius

I used to love math. I was actually good at math. I was good until University happened. I suddenly became stupid. Hence, short sentences.

The only math I can do now is a life plan map. This was my plan last year.



( I know...it's not even math..oh..it can be geometry..there's lines and X's and arrows involved)

Note: I did not miscalculate the length of my life. I should mention that B is after graduation.
I believe I'm going to be living for a very long time.

So, yes that was my plan last year. Not much of a direction. All I wanted was to get from A to B, not worrying much about what will happen after B.

They say that everyone changes. Yes, I have changed hence, the change in my life plan as well. Another note : After thinking of writing this post, I seem like the worse person to ask for advice.



See how much I've grown?? So even though I'm still at the same place as last year, I have changed and added direction and words to my plan. I want to be somewhere now but the problem that I am currently facing is I have 2 after graduation plans. What do..I..do now?

I am obliged to go for B because I cannot possibly waste my parents money, sending me here to study something I used to call my dream job. It's not that I don't like it anymore, I do.. I absolutely love it. It's just that my heart is somewhere else right now. I really want to do C. I can say I don't have much or any experience in this field but I've seen it done my whole life. I've seen the creative process and have helped out in doing so. My mom and her sisters used to have a gift box business which served them quite well at the time. And my aunty is an absolute genius in arts and creativity. She studied fine arts. But from those experience, I have learned that it's a hard thing to pursue. I've seen them struggling to get things to go off the shelves, getting customers etc. But was 15 odd years ago and I believe people are more open to handy craft now and there's the internet. Don't we all love the internet.

My mind is conflicted because you need to focus on one thing if you want to succeed in it. I guess as for now I need B as my surviving kit. C will always be there, on the sidelines helping me out, making me happy (and bestie yeo, lol). But if ONE day, if C starts picking up and is sufficient enough to be my surviving kit, I'd drop B in a second. (My math isn't that bad hey)

Many times I've asked myself, WHy didn't you just go and do this course or that course and what not. Well, I'm not going to ask why anymore because I already have my 2009 life plan planned out. I don't need to write or draw this down because it's going to happen. Yee-hee.

Lines, words and x's drawn using Mr. sharpie which I happened to knick from lab. No, I'm not kleptomaniac. I just..put it in my pocket, walked out to write something and came home with it.



It has served me well.