Bad babysitting and professional anti socialist

Beware: Toddler might trip and knock its head on the edge of the wall on my watch. Don't sue me.

It happened 5 hours ago and I still feel like it's totally my fault. You don't know how guilty I feel right now. I hope little it is alright. Cross my fingers and hope he's fineeeeee. (Curled up in a fetal position saying I'm sorry over and over again). Gargh...I'm going to make sure I keep my eyes and follow the little it everywhere whenever I have to take care of him from now on.

I suck at baby sitting and I suck at socializing, I'm a professional anti socialist.

Fact: I am so totally shit at mingling with people I don't know.

How do I manage to live in this world? I guess that's my defination of being a loner. Shit at mingling with other people. Thank God I had my dearest mommy there and lots of food to keep me company. Yummy food. I probably only ate as much as an aneroxic does I think...Red Profusing Time of the month suuuccckks as well.

Boy, am I in a shit mood right now.

Traumatizing day it has been. Traumatizing...