oceanexing

I finally visited the aquarium today and

There's something about the water in which fishes swim at a constant rate and corals swaying back and forth, that makes me feel all peaceful inside.

There's something about imagining myself sitting in the middle of an oceanarium all by myself, with that blueish light bouncing all around, that makes me feel like I am meant to do this.

The thought of not having the chance to do this actually kills me inside.
Apparently persistence is needed for this field and persistent I am not. I guess it's time to grow up.This is insAne.

Insane is how it feels in my stomach right now.