lukewarmthoughts

I'm sitting right in the middle of a see-saw now and it feels good.
Normally, I would have been on one end or the other, alone .
Or being on the higher end trying to get back down. People getting in my way.
I have decided to push everyone else off my see-saw and learned the 'ol balancing act.
being in the center, center of my own universe.

I love the feeling I had today. The feeling where nothing can bring you down, nothing else matters but what you want to feel. That inner peace kinda feeling.

I know what has been bringing me down, making me impossible to sleep every night. I've known what has been bothering me all along but just did not want to tell anyone about. Something I still won't tell if asked.
It only takes time to kill that thought and I suppose time decided not to waste on me anymore.

If I die tomorrow, No Regrets. :)

....but if I'm still alive, I definitely would not quiting ranting.

No.. GD.. way.