Apple Crumblelicious

my very own!
not as disastrous as I thought it would be, yum.

The most Christmasie thing I've had so far

I've been buttered, onioned, mushroomed, celeried, mushroom campbell souped and milked up on the stove.. the most Christmasie thing I've had so far. Mmmmmm. Life saver.
Can I have S'more???

Boxing Day

And I'm at home wishing I'm out there wasting money.

Merry Christmas everyone!! Love all of ya!

BMI

seventeen point nine.
underweight.
Hah....

No I'm not like that!

I pinked my nails.
I chlorined my hair.
I sauna-ed myself.
I'm nuding all around. LOL.
OML. I'm going out of my mind.

All I want for Christmas

ARE just two small little wish to come true. JUST TWO.

ONE : To get off the waiting list for the summer subject I enrolled in. I really need this subject to graduate as a marino bio major. I am willing to beg my way through this.

TWO: A JOB. Please call me back. Not so willing to BEG but will beg slightly none the less.

: pulling my hair out right now :

Putting the depressing wishes to a side, at least one of my prayers did come true. I get to see y.yeo yo yo when she comes to Melb! Was really worried that the summer subject would clash with my meeting with her. I'm glad I get to see her. It's been such a long time :)

okay back to my constant wantings.

Oh My Lord, I'm so damn bored. Hand me that job now, Hand it to meeee!

The Pierces - Secret

Old fuck

I respect and honor the elderly. Really I do. Everyone should.
Sometimes they're cute. Sometimes they're just a little bit off, drooling here and there. Sometimes they are really cool people like my nanny. She's one amazing person. All those stories that she used to tell us about her life, it's like just off a movie. She is one of my favorite people on earth. A grandma who says DAMN and SHIT, now thats bloody cool. I miss her heaps and I hope she is at total bliss and peace right now. Okay that isn't the point of this post.

People like my nanny should be respected. Old men wearing black sunnies sitting in a cafe taking pictures of young women walking by with his mobile ARE NOT COOL. I felt so violated when he stared at me. Major ick factor! I don't mean to shoot down this old man but what excuse can you give for taking pictures and videos of women walking by for more than an hour? Old fuck. He even lifted his arse off the chair to take a picture of this girl walking past in front of him. Dude needs serious help. Sick fuck.

Tone it down?

I'm tuning out. I don't fucking care about it. It's pointless to expect people to view situations the same as you. What the heck. I don't even want to view situations the same as them. I guess we're all square. Fuck it. Fuck it. Fuck it. I'm no better than you are. So many things I want to let out. Hey there little black book. Care for a pen date.

John Mayer

One of the most talented musicians out there. He writes beautiful amazing music. He is just amazing. The one thing that is absolutely not amazing about him is the way he sings. I have never seen anyone sing with their tongue sticking out so much. I really really want to watch this acoustic session on tv right now but I just cannot make myself look at him sing. It makes me very uncomfortable. It just makes me wanna push that tongue of his to the back of this throat. Oh my Lord. Haha...hmmm besides that everything is a-okay.
Damn, I'm sure being hated by many.

Picturelicious II

Brighton Beach.




Will definitely go back when it's not so windy.


My Don't-mind-if-this-is-my-dream-home across the beach. I wouldn't even mind if it's a shack/hut right in front of the beach, with a deck..


ahahah I DON'T mind.

Resume??

I managed to build up the courage to write up my own resume. Let's just say it didn't take that much effort at all. The only part of my resume that was absolutely real was my name, mobile number, email address, date of birth and my education. The part where I write my work experience, now that....that I crapped out of my butt. God, I hope someone hires me and gives me loadss of Money, so I can buy all those things that I neeeed to have.

Things I have to get:
- Proof Of Age card. Am extremely sick of bringing my passport around to get into an age legal place.
- Blubber off my thighs.
- friends?? yes please.

What I want for Christmas:
- Family and friends and stuffed turkey and mash potatoes and pie and mushroom soup and pressies.

Starting from tomorrow I have to start getting used to being by myself. Eve is going home. BOoOoOoooo. So I better get a job so I don't get too lonely.

I shall also start thinking of NewYear resolutions.
HmmMmmM...

Let's all cross our fingers and pray that I get a JOB.

Picturelicious

South Melbourne Beach.


It doesn't look like a hot day but it was. Bloody 32 degrees. I was roasted to death. If it wasn't for the icy cold water, I would have died.








Eve, Josh and I went to bore ourselves. I brought a book...Stupid thing to do. I couldn't even manage to keep still because I could feel the sun and flies eating me alive. Fuckin' Flies.







Eve's Essence

Dear 'ol Eve was baking like nobody's business. Enjoying every single moment. Aiming for that perfect tan. She was Dark alright. Very Very dark.




I managed to get a tone darker. A few more maximum sun exposure, I will be back to my v. dark self. According to Eve, I have 8 months to get fair again.

Thank You

Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You

downgrade

Writing thoughts here would probably go down to the minimal.
Am revisiting the old ordeal of pen and paper.
My black little 3 dollar visual art diary. It works for now.

Hmmm...before i treat my little journal/diary/little black book better than my perishable cyber friend, I shall write about how interesting this summer break is so far.
I have tried to accustom myself to wake up at 11-1130 am.

Wow that's about it. The rest of the day would consist a lot of looking at a box shaped like machine and conversing with the little woman of the house via real time and also instant messaging even though she is only less than 5ms away.

I am out of shape, not summer black like the last and have really weak hamstring hence unable to do all sorts of workouts, therefore will probably be out of shape and looking like a ball at the mid region of the body.

I like Fall Out Boy.

Dont hold back

EXERCISE!

Happiness

Food makes me happy. I haven't had food therefore I am not a happy person right now. Forgive me if I accidentally snap at you or am being really sarcastic. I honestly don't mean it. I'll be back to my normal self soon. 20 minutes.

Totally uncalled for

Last post was stupid.

I am hungry. I am tired. I like to believe so. I am extremely sick of trying to memorize information on how the plant works. I don't think I'm doing too well on that.
I want to sleep but my stomach is crying for help.
HELP.